Baliw mo bang tatawagin,
kung ika'y mahal ko din,
sa hinaba ng panahon,
ika'y nanliligaw parin.
Maging kasintahan mo'y gusto rin,
ngunit puso'y takot padin,
di na alam ang gagawin,
para pigilan itong damdamin.
Parang bulkang sasabog ang puso ko,
nais ng sabihin na ika'y mahal ko,
sing tigas man ng bato ang utak ko,
sing lambot naman ng mamon ang puso ko.
Lahat ng pagsubok na alam ko,
ibinigay ko na sayo,
pero di ka parin sumuko,
ganyan mo ba ako kamahal iho.
Hanggang kailan mapipigilan to,
para lang di masaktan ng husto,
pagod ng magmahal ng tulad mo,
baka tulad nila paasahin mo rin ako.
Sinabi mong takot ang pigilan ko,
wag ang damdamin ko,
bigyan ng tiyansang magmahal ang puso ko,
ng isang katulad mo.
Sinabi kong darating ang oras nating dalawa,
upang pagmamahalan nati'y magkaisa,
ng hindi humantong sa disgrasya,
at magsasamang masaya.
Sinabi mong maghihintay ka,
at pinanghawakan ko ang iyong mga kataga:
"Sagutin mo man ako o hindi, liligawan kita
maipakita ko lang sayo na MAHAL KITA"
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
MUSIKA
Nais kong gumawa ng kanta,
kanta naming dalawa,
musikang maririnig ng mga tenga,
habang kami ay magkasama.
Habang tumutogtog siya ng gitara,
akoy magsisimula ng kumanta,
himig nami'y nagkakaisa,
pag-ibig sa isat isa'y nadarama.
Sa harap ng marami ako'y hinaharana,
mga mata niyang nagsasabing "ikaw lang sinta"
puso niyang sumisigaw ng "mahal kita"
at mga labing binabanggit ang pangalang "aira"
Musika ang bumuo saming dalawa,
RNB pag kami'y masaya,
Mellow pag may problema,
Romance pag nag iisa.
Ngunit wala na,
kahapon ay lipas na,
pagmamahalan naming dalawa,
wari'y naglaho na.
Ganito ba talaga?
ang pag-ibig ay parang musika?
minsan nasa tono ka,
minsan naman ay wala.
isa lang ang nabatid ko,
at nais ipaalam sa inyo,
sa musika nagsimula lahat ng ito,
sa musika din matatapos ang kaligayahan ko.
3:00 di aku makatuloq..
kaya naqawa ko to..
haha...
naalala na naman anq nakaraan... :)
kanta naming dalawa,
musikang maririnig ng mga tenga,
habang kami ay magkasama.
Habang tumutogtog siya ng gitara,
akoy magsisimula ng kumanta,
himig nami'y nagkakaisa,
pag-ibig sa isat isa'y nadarama.
Sa harap ng marami ako'y hinaharana,
mga mata niyang nagsasabing "ikaw lang sinta"
puso niyang sumisigaw ng "mahal kita"
at mga labing binabanggit ang pangalang "aira"
Musika ang bumuo saming dalawa,
RNB pag kami'y masaya,
Mellow pag may problema,
Romance pag nag iisa.
Ngunit wala na,
kahapon ay lipas na,
pagmamahalan naming dalawa,
wari'y naglaho na.
Ganito ba talaga?
ang pag-ibig ay parang musika?
minsan nasa tono ka,
minsan naman ay wala.
isa lang ang nabatid ko,
at nais ipaalam sa inyo,
sa musika nagsimula lahat ng ito,
sa musika din matatapos ang kaligayahan ko.
3:00 di aku makatuloq..
kaya naqawa ko to..
haha...
naalala na naman anq nakaraan... :)
IKAW LANG
aun .... baqonq tula ulit...actually... biqla lanq namin naisipan ni CRUSH(jampolina) na qumawa nq TULA..
anq title is "IKAW LANG" pero xempre maq kaiba nq laman..tapos na ako sa tula... kaya post ku na hehe
IKAW LANG
Gamit ang panulat ko,
at sa pamamagitan ng tulang to,
nais ko lang malaman mo,
ang sinisigaw ng puso ko.
Matagal na panahon,
itinago pa sa kahon,
sa lupa ibinaon,
nagaantay ng pagkakataon.
Para kang bulaklak,
maganda't humahalimuyak,
pangalan mong tumatatak,
sa puso ko't isipan.
Tama ng pasakalye,
gusto ko ng masabi,
ayoko ng itabi,
ang nararamdaman ko pare.
Mga labi kong nauutal,
katawang nangangatal,
oras na bumabagal,
sa iyong paglapit mahal.
Maaari bang tawagin kang akin,
iyo ng ipagpaumanhin,
hindi ko lang mapigil,
ang aking damdamin.
Ika'y aking bathalain,
naway iyong pahintulutan,
ang hiling na ika'y mahalin,
at pangako kong IKAW LANG ang iibigin.
Monday, December 12, 2011
TAKSIL
dahil nainspire ako sa kantang JAR OF HEART by christina perri ....
TAKSIL
Pag gising sa umaga,
nakaraan ay limot na,
wala ng problema,
puso'y naghilom na.
Isipin ang ngayon,
pagtuunan ang kinabukasan,
limutin ang nakaraan,
at magsaya nalamang.
Ngayon, nagbalik ka,
at sabihing ako'y mahal pa,
hindi pa ba sapat,
ang mga luhang pumatak sa balat.
Walang pagaalinlangan,
na ako'y iyong saktan,
lumuhod ka pa sa harapan,
di kita pagbibigyan.
Pagtataksil mo ang dahilan,
kung bakit noon ako'y luhaan,
ngayong nagbalik ka,
at sabihin iyong pinagsisihan.
"Patawad"
salitang kay tagal kong hinintay,
hindi mo noon naibigay,
ngayon, ika'y walang saysay.
Kay tagal kong hinintay ang araw na to,
lumuha ka ng dugo,
patawad ko'y iyong matatamo,
kasalanan mo kung bakit naging matigas ako.
Friday, December 9, 2011
garaponq walanq laman
hindi ko alam konq paano at kunq bakit ko sya nagustuhan
hindi ku alam kunq hanqqanq kailan
hindi ko alam kunq bakit pati mali pinapasok ko maqinq masaya lanq sa pilinq nya
may mqa panahonq gusto ku na siyanq ipaqlaban
pero siya din gumagawa nq dahilan para mag dalawanq isip aku,
gusto ku siya
dahil matyaga siyanq suyuin aku
pero hanqqanq dun lanq pala un
wala akonq makitanq dahilan para sabihin sa ibanq taonq siya lanq at walanq iba
dahil di nya rin aku binibiqyan nq dahilan para ipagsiqawanq mahal ku sya...
di ku sya maramdaman... hindi ku alam...
kasalanan ko
naqinq mahina aku paq datinq sakanya
naqinq malambot ako paq sya na...
kahit ano panq sabihin nila basta sinabi nya OO NA
pero kailanqan konq panindiqan anq bawat disisyonq pinipili ko..
panaqutan anq mqa sinabi ku
sumabay sa aqos anq tanqinq paraan upanq malaqpasan to
matatapos din anq hinanakit ,
mapupunan din anq qaraponq walanq laman.
hindi ku alam kunq hanqqanq kailan
hindi ko alam kunq bakit pati mali pinapasok ko maqinq masaya lanq sa pilinq nya
may mqa panahonq gusto ku na siyanq ipaqlaban
pero siya din gumagawa nq dahilan para mag dalawanq isip aku,
gusto ku siya
dahil matyaga siyanq suyuin aku
pero hanqqanq dun lanq pala un
wala akonq makitanq dahilan para sabihin sa ibanq taonq siya lanq at walanq iba
dahil di nya rin aku binibiqyan nq dahilan para ipagsiqawanq mahal ku sya...
di ku sya maramdaman... hindi ku alam...
kasalanan ko
naqinq mahina aku paq datinq sakanya
naqinq malambot ako paq sya na...
kahit ano panq sabihin nila basta sinabi nya OO NA
pero kailanqan konq panindiqan anq bawat disisyonq pinipili ko..
panaqutan anq mqa sinabi ku
sumabay sa aqos anq tanqinq paraan upanq malaqpasan to
matatapos din anq hinanakit ,
mapupunan din anq qaraponq walanq laman.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
"Ang asong si white"
Napakaganda ng umaga ko, sa tuwing matatanaw ko mula sa kapitbahay si white. Si white ay napakagandang shitsu, makulit at masunurin siyang aso. Alaga siya ng kapitbahay naming si ate edna. Hindi ko maitatanggi na mahilig ako sa aso. Kakahol sa umaga, sa tanghali at sa gabi yan si white.
Ni minsan hindi ko manlang nahawakan o nayakap manlang si white dahil sa masungit niyang amo. Baka pag hinawakan ko ay sabihing ninanakaw ko ang aso nila. Wala akong ginawa kundi tignan at panoorin mula sa malayo si white, habang siyay naglalaro. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko kung bakit aliw na aliw ako sa asong iyon, kahit na hindi ko manlang siya mahawakan.
Sa araw-araw na pag pasok ko, dumadaan ako malapit sa kulungan niya, upang masilayan ang ganda ng puti niyang balahibo. Kasabay nito ang pag wasiwas ng buntot niya sa paglapit ko na siya namang ikinatutuwa ko. Ginusto ko na magkaroon ng aso na katulad ni white, na mahahawakan at mayayakap ko.
Habang dumadaan ang mga araw, unti-unti kong napapansin ang pagkawala ng sigla sa kanyang mga mata, ang pagkalagas ng kanyang balahibo at ang iyak niyang ikinahihina ko. At sa pag-gising ko sa umaga, nakakabinging katahimikan ang bumungad sa akin, kasabay nito ang pagpatak ng luha ko. Wala na si white, ni hindi ko manlang nasabi na mahal ko ang asong iyon.
Noong panahong tinatanaw ko si white mula sa malayo, naaalala ko yung taong mahal ko. Tulad ni white ay hindi ko rin siya magawang hawakan at lapitan o kausapin manlang, nangangambang baka hindi niya ako pansinin. Langit at lupa ang agwat naming dalawa, kaya malabong mapansin niya ang tulad ko.
Masaya ako sa tuwing nakikita ko siya, walang tigil ang tibok ng puso ko sa tuwing ngingiti siya. Mga mata niyang waring nangungusap at sinasabing hindi ako bagay para sakanya. Sa araw-araw na gigising ako at naaalala siya, iniisip na dapat ko na bang sabihin ang tunay na nararamdaman sakanya, pero ang pagiwas niya ang ipinangangamba. Mabuti na siguro ang tignan siya kaysa sa malaman pa niya, baka dumating ang araw ay pati pagtingin sakanya'y ipagdamot na.
Isang umaga nakita ko siyang may kasamang magandang dilag, inakala ko na ang babaeng iyon ay isa sa mga kaibigan niya. Lumapit siya sa akin, at naging sanhi ng mabilis na pagtibok ng puso ko, unang beses na binanggit niya ang pangalan ko. Sa aming paguusap, sinabi niya na ang babaeng iyon ay kasintahan niya. At nasabi kong masaya ako para sa kanila.
Noong mga oras na iyon, gusto kong maglaho dahil sa sakit na naramdaman ko. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang pakiramdam na malaman na ang taong mahal mo ay mahal ng iba. Hindi ko magawang sabihin sa sarili ko na masaya ako para sa kanila, pero kailangan kong maging masaya para sakanya. Tulad ni white, hindi ko manlang nasabi ang mga katagang " Mahal Kita " tanging dalawang salita lang ang nakapag palinaw " Huli Na! ".
Ni minsan hindi ko manlang nahawakan o nayakap manlang si white dahil sa masungit niyang amo. Baka pag hinawakan ko ay sabihing ninanakaw ko ang aso nila. Wala akong ginawa kundi tignan at panoorin mula sa malayo si white, habang siyay naglalaro. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko kung bakit aliw na aliw ako sa asong iyon, kahit na hindi ko manlang siya mahawakan.
Sa araw-araw na pag pasok ko, dumadaan ako malapit sa kulungan niya, upang masilayan ang ganda ng puti niyang balahibo. Kasabay nito ang pag wasiwas ng buntot niya sa paglapit ko na siya namang ikinatutuwa ko. Ginusto ko na magkaroon ng aso na katulad ni white, na mahahawakan at mayayakap ko.
Habang dumadaan ang mga araw, unti-unti kong napapansin ang pagkawala ng sigla sa kanyang mga mata, ang pagkalagas ng kanyang balahibo at ang iyak niyang ikinahihina ko. At sa pag-gising ko sa umaga, nakakabinging katahimikan ang bumungad sa akin, kasabay nito ang pagpatak ng luha ko. Wala na si white, ni hindi ko manlang nasabi na mahal ko ang asong iyon.
Noong panahong tinatanaw ko si white mula sa malayo, naaalala ko yung taong mahal ko. Tulad ni white ay hindi ko rin siya magawang hawakan at lapitan o kausapin manlang, nangangambang baka hindi niya ako pansinin. Langit at lupa ang agwat naming dalawa, kaya malabong mapansin niya ang tulad ko.
Masaya ako sa tuwing nakikita ko siya, walang tigil ang tibok ng puso ko sa tuwing ngingiti siya. Mga mata niyang waring nangungusap at sinasabing hindi ako bagay para sakanya. Sa araw-araw na gigising ako at naaalala siya, iniisip na dapat ko na bang sabihin ang tunay na nararamdaman sakanya, pero ang pagiwas niya ang ipinangangamba. Mabuti na siguro ang tignan siya kaysa sa malaman pa niya, baka dumating ang araw ay pati pagtingin sakanya'y ipagdamot na.
Isang umaga nakita ko siyang may kasamang magandang dilag, inakala ko na ang babaeng iyon ay isa sa mga kaibigan niya. Lumapit siya sa akin, at naging sanhi ng mabilis na pagtibok ng puso ko, unang beses na binanggit niya ang pangalan ko. Sa aming paguusap, sinabi niya na ang babaeng iyon ay kasintahan niya. At nasabi kong masaya ako para sa kanila.
Noong mga oras na iyon, gusto kong maglaho dahil sa sakit na naramdaman ko. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang pakiramdam na malaman na ang taong mahal mo ay mahal ng iba. Hindi ko magawang sabihin sa sarili ko na masaya ako para sa kanila, pero kailangan kong maging masaya para sakanya. Tulad ni white, hindi ko manlang nasabi ang mga katagang " Mahal Kita " tanging dalawang salita lang ang nakapag palinaw " Huli Na! ".
Sunday, December 4, 2011
TRIP TRIP din
e2 trip ku lanq... ahaha.. kasi bdai ng idol kong si YENG CONSTANTINO ... 23 na sya.. pero di halata .. muka parin xanq manika.. :)) anq qalinq nyanq kumanta.. at qumawa nq kanta.... basta anq qalinq nya ahaha.... tuwanq tuwa aku nq makita ku sya sa SM FAIRVIEW.... ahaha mamatay na aku sa sobranq saya.. :)) dahil nqa sa trip ku lanq.... kahit mali mali anq lyrics ku... ahaha.. makakanta lanq... feelinqera lanq anq bet... aun eto anq naqinq resulta :))
Kailan ba?
Nagiisa sa dilim
naghihintay ng makakasama
nagiisip ng sagot
sa tanong na "kailan ba?"
Di alam gagawin
kung pano ka lilimutin
idadaan ko nalang
ito sa panalangin
ref:
di na kita pipilitin
na akoy iyong alalahanin
di na kita susuyuin
kahit mahirap kang limutin
cho:
di na alam kung kelan pa iisipin
ang nakaraang kay sakit sa damdamin
di na alam kung hanggang san kakayanin
ang sakit na dulot ng pag-ibig
tama na....
mahal kita
liwanag ay darating
ngingiti rin ang mga labi
masasagot ang tanong
sasaya rin ang puso ko
titila rin ang ulan
araw ay sisikat na
matutupad ang hiling
hapdi rin ay mapapawi
repeat ref & cho
naghihintay ng makakasama
nagiisip ng sagot
sa tanong na "kailan ba?"
Di alam gagawin
kung pano ka lilimutin
idadaan ko nalang
ito sa panalangin
ref:
di na kita pipilitin
na akoy iyong alalahanin
di na kita susuyuin
kahit mahirap kang limutin
cho:
di na alam kung kelan pa iisipin
ang nakaraang kay sakit sa damdamin
di na alam kung hanggang san kakayanin
ang sakit na dulot ng pag-ibig
tama na....
mahal kita
liwanag ay darating
ngingiti rin ang mga labi
masasagot ang tanong
sasaya rin ang puso ko
titila rin ang ulan
araw ay sisikat na
matutupad ang hiling
hapdi rin ay mapapawi
repeat ref & cho
Saturday, December 3, 2011
weirdo
His hair look's WEIRD
He laugh uncomfortably
his broken promises that keeps me waiting
sometimes he's being arrogant and downright annoying
he walked in with ride...
big "BOSS" someone call him..
because of being tall
big "HEAD"
because of being arrogant
but theres something inside of him
i dont know what it is
but i feel something peculiar
his cleverness
his sensible thoughts
his unlikeness i admire most...
i dunno why...
one thing i assure
i HATE and LOVE him.. :))
TULA
Papel at panulat ang gamit ko
upang masabi ang nasa loob ko
liqaya at lumbay ang minsang laman nito
ito rin ang kaliqayahan ko
TULA ang paraan ko
para maipahayag ang sarili ko
di maintindihan ng ibang tao
dahil di pa nila ako kilala ng husto
ang TULA ay parang diksyonaryo
pag di mu binasa ito
at inunawa ng todo
di mu malalaman kunq anunq mensahe meron to
Nais ko lang iparating sayo
na di ang teknik ng tula ang nais kong ipabatid dito
o galing ng pagsulat ko sa tulang ito
MENSAHE ang nais kong malaman mo
Tagong Pag-ibig
Ang hirap pala nq taqonq paq-ibiq,
hindi mu masabi at maipaqsiqawan sa lahat na mahal mo sya...
hindi mo masabing kayo, dahil baka magalit sila
hindi maqawanq lambinqin sya, dahil baka malaman nila.
Bantayan ang salita, maq inqat sa qinaqawa
baka dumatinq anq araw eh, malaman na nila
baka pati kaibiqan mu ay mawala pa
maqinq masama pa ang imahe mu sakanila
Ang hirap palang itago ang nararamdaman mo
parang bulkang sasabog sa sobrang init nito
di ka makakilos ng may tinataqo
ano nga bang sulusyon nito
Gusto kong tumakbo palipit sayo,
yakapin ka at titiqan ang mga mata mo,
kasabay ang pagpatak ng luha ko
dahil di ko magawang gawin lahat ito
Bakit parang kay layo mo
di ko maabot ang mga kamay mo
ang sikip ng dibdib ko
parang di na kayang itago pa ito
Pero para sayo
kakayanin ko
wag mo lang pagalaruan
ang puso ko
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Love can be,
found in the warmth of a kiss,in a touch
or a lingering embrace.
Love can be
found in a sweet,tender glance or a
smile that laughs up the face¦
Love can be
found in words softly spoken,in
comfortable silence too¦.
Love can be
found in any number of ways
And I FOUND LOVE
when..
I FOUND YOU
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Paalam
Dahong natutuyo
damong tumutubo
pag-ibig na nabuo
unti-unting naglalaho
halakhak ang ganti
ngiting kay laki
mata ang saksi
sa iyong pagpupunyagi
pusong mag-isa
puno ng kaba
patak ng luha
naririnig mo ba
bingi sa kasinungalingan
pipe sa nararamdaman
bulag sa namamasdan
manhid sa katotohanan
ititigil ang kabaliwan
pusong sugatan
tinapon ng harapharapan
ng walang pagaalinlangan
magpapaalam muli
ang pusong sawi
hanggang sa huli
ikaw parin ang sanhi.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Wala na bang pagasa? by aira gonzales (sensya nmn sa boses ku ahha)
Heto na naman nagaabang
nasa na'y mapansin ang
nararamdaman
Bawat mong galaw
ay siyang tumutunaw
sa pusong walang hiling
kundi ikaw
Refrain:
gabi gabi nalang
panagalan mo ang siyang siqaw
gabi gabi nalang
pag-ibig mo ang siyang dasal
Cho:
Bakit hindi ikaw
bakit di nalang ikaw
ang kapiling ko
(ang karamay ko)
Bakit hindi ikaw
bakit di nalang ikaw
(ang karamay ko)
ang kayakap ko
wala na bang pag-asa ito.
Bawat sandaling
kapiling ka,
ang oras ay bumibilis na
May mahal ka na
nga bang iba,
pano ang puso
kong nagiisa.
Refrain:
gabi gabi nalang
panagalan mo ang siyang siqaw
gabi gabi nalang
pag-ibig mo ang siyang dasal
Cho:
Bakit hindi ikaw
bakit di nalang ikaw
ang kapiling ko
(ang karamay ko)
Bakit hindi ikaw
bakit di nalang ikaw
(ang karamay ko)
ang kayakap ko
wala na bang pag-asa
wala na bang pagasa
wala na bang pagasa ito..
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Akala ko'y di ka na darating.
Nasaan ka na ba?
babalik ka pa ba?
araw gabi parating nasaisip ka
bakit pagibig ko sayo'y di mawala wala
hanap hanap ka sa luneta
pag dungaw koy wala ka na
bawat saglit nasa isip ka
ako kayay nasa isip mo rin ba?
bakit may kasama ka
siya na ba talaga ang kaisa isa
puso kong umiiyak na
pangalan moy sinisigaw pa
hihintayin kita sa tagpuan
sana kitay maabutan
nasaan ka na?
darating ka pa ba?
babalik ka pa ba?
araw gabi parating nasaisip ka
bakit pagibig ko sayo'y di mawala wala
hanap hanap ka sa luneta
pag dungaw koy wala ka na
bawat saglit nasa isip ka
ako kayay nasa isip mo rin ba?
bakit may kasama ka
siya na ba talaga ang kaisa isa
puso kong umiiyak na
pangalan moy sinisigaw pa
hihintayin kita sa tagpuan
sana kitay maabutan
nasaan ka na?
darating ka pa ba?
Maginoo
Hindi siya perpekto
pero siya'y pursigido
hindi siya matipuno
pero siya'y maginoo
mga katangiang gustong-gusto ko
mga dahilang hindi ko ipagkakait sa inyo
kahit hindi niya ako gusto
siya naman ang inspirasyon ko
sanay wag siyang magbago
Ngayong alam mo na ang sikreto ko
wala na akong maitatago saiyo
sanay maintindihan mo
ang mga letrang tinitibok ng puso ko
masakit ang saktan ka
mahirap ang masumbatan pa
ayaw ko mang ipagkait ang pag-asa
pero sana akoy maintindihan mo na
masama man ako sa paningin mo
paasa man ang ituring mo
di parin magbabago
kaibigan parin ang turing ko sayo
itong mga huling salita ko
ay iaalay ko sayo
taksil man ang ituring mo
sinunod ko lang ang puso ko
pero siya'y pursigido
hindi siya matipuno
pero siya'y maginoo
mga katangiang gustong-gusto ko
mga dahilang hindi ko ipagkakait sa inyo
kahit hindi niya ako gusto
siya naman ang inspirasyon ko
sanay wag siyang magbago
Ngayong alam mo na ang sikreto ko
wala na akong maitatago saiyo
sanay maintindihan mo
ang mga letrang tinitibok ng puso ko
masakit ang saktan ka
mahirap ang masumbatan pa
ayaw ko mang ipagkait ang pag-asa
pero sana akoy maintindihan mo na
masama man ako sa paningin mo
paasa man ang ituring mo
di parin magbabago
kaibigan parin ang turing ko sayo
itong mga huling salita ko
ay iaalay ko sayo
taksil man ang ituring mo
sinunod ko lang ang puso ko
Lihim
Hindi ko man masabi ng harapan to
idadaan nalang sa tula ko
ang nililihim ng puso ko
at gusto ng ipagsigawan sa mundo
gusto kita
MAHAL KITA
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
wala ng iba pa
itong mga salitang binitiwan ko
ang nagbibigay lakas upang tapusin ang tulang to
kailan mo ba mababasa to
at mapapansin ako
parang bulkang sasabog
ang kaba ng dibdib ko
parang pagod na pulso
ang bilis ng tibok nito
hindi ko mabitawan ang panulat ko
parang AKO na ayaw bumitaw SAYO
kahit anong tulak ang gawin mo
hindi magbabago, naging parte ka ng buhay ko
ang hirap pala ng ganito
pag alam mong sa sarili mo
na hindi ka handa sa kalalabasan nito
baka tulad ng iba ibasura niya lang ang mga tula ko
alam kong bandang huli
papatak ang luha ng unti-unti
hindi pa sigurado sa magiging sanhi
papahalagahan ko nalang ang bawat sandali
idadaan nalang sa tula ko
ang nililihim ng puso ko
at gusto ng ipagsigawan sa mundo
gusto kita
MAHAL KITA
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
wala ng iba pa
itong mga salitang binitiwan ko
ang nagbibigay lakas upang tapusin ang tulang to
kailan mo ba mababasa to
at mapapansin ako
parang bulkang sasabog
ang kaba ng dibdib ko
parang pagod na pulso
ang bilis ng tibok nito
hindi ko mabitawan ang panulat ko
parang AKO na ayaw bumitaw SAYO
kahit anong tulak ang gawin mo
hindi magbabago, naging parte ka ng buhay ko
ang hirap pala ng ganito
pag alam mong sa sarili mo
na hindi ka handa sa kalalabasan nito
baka tulad ng iba ibasura niya lang ang mga tula ko
alam kong bandang huli
papatak ang luha ng unti-unti
hindi pa sigurado sa magiging sanhi
papahalagahan ko nalang ang bawat sandali
kasamaan ba ang pagiging "totoo"?
Hindi ko kailangan magpakatanga
para mahalin ako ng iba
hindi ko kailangan tumalon sa sapa
para pakinggan nila
Hindi ko alam kong anong ipiniputok ng kalamnan mo
gusto mo bang samahan kitang gamutin yang sakit mo
hindi ko kasalanang pinili nila ako
hindi ko rin kasalanang may tatlong star ako
Hindi mo na kailangang magpaturong lumangoy
mag suot ng salbabida'y di na kailangan oy!
dahil kung sunugin kay patunaw
at kung sumisid kay pa ibabaw
Bulok na bulaklak ang tingin nila sayo
nauubos na kandila ang sabi sa kanto
akoy nasasaktan para sayo
hindi ka parin ba magtitino?
Masama man sa iyong paningin
bat di mo subukang kilalanin
ng mundo moy umikot saakin
at malaman ang tunay na saloobin
Mas pinili kong mag-isa
kaysa makasama ka
mas pinili kong iwan mo
kaysa hagulgul ang ibungad mo
Hindi ko pagsisisihang naging totoo ako sayo
isa lang akong kaibigang nagaalala sayo
kung itoy mamasamain mo
ikaw ang bahala basta wala akong pagkukulang sayo
para mahalin ako ng iba
hindi ko kailangan tumalon sa sapa
para pakinggan nila
Hindi ko alam kong anong ipiniputok ng kalamnan mo
gusto mo bang samahan kitang gamutin yang sakit mo
hindi ko kasalanang pinili nila ako
hindi ko rin kasalanang may tatlong star ako
Hindi mo na kailangang magpaturong lumangoy
mag suot ng salbabida'y di na kailangan oy!
dahil kung sunugin kay patunaw
at kung sumisid kay pa ibabaw
Bulok na bulaklak ang tingin nila sayo
nauubos na kandila ang sabi sa kanto
akoy nasasaktan para sayo
hindi ka parin ba magtitino?
Masama man sa iyong paningin
bat di mo subukang kilalanin
ng mundo moy umikot saakin
at malaman ang tunay na saloobin
Mas pinili kong mag-isa
kaysa makasama ka
mas pinili kong iwan mo
kaysa hagulgul ang ibungad mo
Hindi ko pagsisisihang naging totoo ako sayo
isa lang akong kaibigang nagaalala sayo
kung itoy mamasamain mo
ikaw ang bahala basta wala akong pagkukulang sayo
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
English is a crazy language
There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England nor French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies while sweet-breads, which aren't sweet, are meat.
We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham?
If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices?
Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend, that you can comb through the annals of history but not a single annal? If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it? If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? If you wrote a letter, perhaps you bote your tongue?
Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what other language do people recite at a play and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways?
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and wise guy are opposites? How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another.
Have you noticed that we talk about certain things only when they are absent?
Have you ever seen a horsefull carriage or a strapfull gown? Met a sung hero or experienced requited love? Have you ever run into someone who was combobulated, gruntled, ruly or peccable? And where are all those people who ARE spring chickens or who would ACTUALLY hurt a fly?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out and in which an alarm clock goes off by going on.
English was invented by people, not computers, and it reflects the creativity of the human race (which, of course, isn't a race at all). That is why, when the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible.
And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it.
We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham?
If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices?
Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend, that you can comb through the annals of history but not a single annal? If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it? If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? If you wrote a letter, perhaps you bote your tongue?
Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what other language do people recite at a play and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways?
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and wise guy are opposites? How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another.
Have you noticed that we talk about certain things only when they are absent?
Have you ever seen a horsefull carriage or a strapfull gown? Met a sung hero or experienced requited love? Have you ever run into someone who was combobulated, gruntled, ruly or peccable? And where are all those people who ARE spring chickens or who would ACTUALLY hurt a fly?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out and in which an alarm clock goes off by going on.
English was invented by people, not computers, and it reflects the creativity of the human race (which, of course, isn't a race at all). That is why, when the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible.
And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Boy's dont realize how much one little thing can upset a girl.
45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.
You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!
Monday, October 3, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Kaming mqa GURLZ.. :))
Saturday, October 1, 2011
where is the LOVE? :)
Friday, September 30, 2011
Learn To Code by Paul Carduner
A lot of people have asked me for advice on learning to code. What should I learn first? How long will it take? How can I get a job as a programmer? The answer to most of these questions is “it depends.” But there is one question that I can answer definitively. Should I learn to code? The answer is yes.
No matter what your day job is, how old (or young) you are, or what your level of commitment might be, any exposure to programming will have a notable impact on your life. Learning to code is like learning to speak a new language. With a relatively small amount of effort — just learning a few phrases really — you’ll find that a whole new world has opened up to you.
In the next few paragraphs I’ll try to say some stuff that’s relevant to as many people as possible.
My first recommendation for learning to program is to learn HTML. HTML is the language of the web. It’s relatively simple, and very forgiving of mistakes. It’s a great way to ease yourself into a very fundamental aspect of programming: syntax. Before you can make any headway, you have to learn to read and write syntactically correct code. htmldog.com has some great introductory tutorials on the subject that walk you through creating a simple web page. After a few hours you will have an understanding of a core piece of technology that billions of people use every day and which has completely transformed the world in the last two decades.
Once you have a bit of HTML under your belt, you can move on to a simple procedural programming language like python. Python is a great programming language to start with because it lets you focus on the more conceptual side of programming without having to worry about the nitty gritty details of how computers really work on the inside. What makes python especially great is that it’s not just for beginners. Some of the biggest sites on the internet were programmed in python. The most popular example is YouTube. The Beginner’s Guide on the python website has a very thorough list of resources for learning python. Ten years after reading it, I still recommend the book I used to learn python, which is available online for free: How to Think Like a Computer Scientist, co-authored by my first computer science teacher: Jeff Elkner.
If you’ve managed to navigate your way through HTML and python, then you are well on your way to accomplishing any goal you are willing to pursue.
Now a word about motivation. Programming can be hard. Programming can be frustrating. At some point you will find yourself staring at your computer screen for an hour, not being able to figure out why your code isn’t working the way you expect. This is par for the course and a normal part of the learning process. I’ll leave you with a few tricks to getting through these rough spots.
Try not to program alone. Two heads are better than one and 99.999% of software is written collaboratively. Working together makes problem solving a lot easier and you’ll learn more in the process. There is an entire programming methodology that is premised on two people working together. It’s called Pair Programming and you should do it.
Have a project. It’s incredibly boring to spend all your time doing tutorials and reading books. It doesn’t matter how big or small the project is, it’s just there to act as a test bed for all the new things you are learning. A great first project is making a personal web page about something you are interested in, or even just coding up your resumé in HTML.
Get involved in an open source project. There are tons of projects out on the internet that other people have started and which desperately need your help to fix bugs, build new features, or even just write documentation. Working on an open source project is a great way to improve your coding skills because you can learn from the code that’s already been written. If you are reading this and already have an open source project that you are working on, add a link to it in the comments.
No matter what your day job is, how old (or young) you are, or what your level of commitment might be, any exposure to programming will have a notable impact on your life. Learning to code is like learning to speak a new language. With a relatively small amount of effort — just learning a few phrases really — you’ll find that a whole new world has opened up to you.
In the next few paragraphs I’ll try to say some stuff that’s relevant to as many people as possible.
My first recommendation for learning to program is to learn HTML. HTML is the language of the web. It’s relatively simple, and very forgiving of mistakes. It’s a great way to ease yourself into a very fundamental aspect of programming: syntax. Before you can make any headway, you have to learn to read and write syntactically correct code. htmldog.com has some great introductory tutorials on the subject that walk you through creating a simple web page. After a few hours you will have an understanding of a core piece of technology that billions of people use every day and which has completely transformed the world in the last two decades.
Once you have a bit of HTML under your belt, you can move on to a simple procedural programming language like python. Python is a great programming language to start with because it lets you focus on the more conceptual side of programming without having to worry about the nitty gritty details of how computers really work on the inside. What makes python especially great is that it’s not just for beginners. Some of the biggest sites on the internet were programmed in python. The most popular example is YouTube. The Beginner’s Guide on the python website has a very thorough list of resources for learning python. Ten years after reading it, I still recommend the book I used to learn python, which is available online for free: How to Think Like a Computer Scientist, co-authored by my first computer science teacher: Jeff Elkner.
If you’ve managed to navigate your way through HTML and python, then you are well on your way to accomplishing any goal you are willing to pursue.
Now a word about motivation. Programming can be hard. Programming can be frustrating. At some point you will find yourself staring at your computer screen for an hour, not being able to figure out why your code isn’t working the way you expect. This is par for the course and a normal part of the learning process. I’ll leave you with a few tricks to getting through these rough spots.
Try not to program alone. Two heads are better than one and 99.999% of software is written collaboratively. Working together makes problem solving a lot easier and you’ll learn more in the process. There is an entire programming methodology that is premised on two people working together. It’s called Pair Programming and you should do it.
Have a project. It’s incredibly boring to spend all your time doing tutorials and reading books. It doesn’t matter how big or small the project is, it’s just there to act as a test bed for all the new things you are learning. A great first project is making a personal web page about something you are interested in, or even just coding up your resumé in HTML.
Get involved in an open source project. There are tons of projects out on the internet that other people have started and which desperately need your help to fix bugs, build new features, or even just write documentation. Working on an open source project is a great way to improve your coding skills because you can learn from the code that’s already been written. If you are reading this and already have an open source project that you are working on, add a link to it in the comments.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
mother’s love for her child
This is a true story of Mother’s Sacrifice during the Japan Earthquake.
After the Earthquake had subsided, when the rescuers reached the ruins of a young woman’s house, they saw her dead body through the cracks. But her pose was somehow strange that she knelt on her knees like a person was worshiping; her body was leaning forward, and her two hands were supporting by an object. The collapsed house had crashed her back and her head.
With so many difficulties, the leader of the rescuer team put his hand through a narrow gap on the wall to reach the woman’s body. He was hoping that this woman could be still alive. However, the cold and stiff body told him that she had passed away for sure.
He and the rest of the team left this house and were going to search the next collapsed building. For some reasons, the team leader was driven by a compelling force to go back to the ruin house of the dead woman. Again, he knelt down and used his had through the narrow cracks to search the little space under the dead body. Suddenly, he screamed with excitement,” A child! There is a child! “
The whole team worked together; carefully they removed the piles of ruined objects around the dead woman. There was a 3 months old little boy wrapped in a flowery blanket under his mother’s dead body. Obviously, the woman had made an ultimate sacrifice for saving her son. When her house was falling, she used her body to make a cover to protect her son. The little boy was still sleeping peacefully when the team leader picked him up.
The medical doctor came quickly to exam the little boy. After he opened the blanket, he saw a cell phone inside the blanket. There was a text message on the screen. It said,” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.” This cell phone was passing around from one hand to another. Every body that read the message wept. ” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.” Such is the mother’s love for her child!!
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Saranggola sa ulan by Gary Granada
Ayon sa may akda ng kanta ay naaalala niya ang nakaraan nila ng kanyang dating kasintahan na si bakekay kung saan sila ay Masaya kahit na madaming tao ang hadlang sa pag-iibigan nila , dahil si bakekay may kaya sa buhay at siya na may wala, pero kahit na ganoon ay wala silang pakilam sa sinasabi ng mga tao sa paligid nila.Hindi man nagtagal ang relasyon nila ni bakekay, natutu naman siya kung paano magmahal at umibig ng walang panghihinayang kahit siya ay masaktan.Muli siyang umbibig kahit hindi siya sigurado sa kalalabasan nito, at hanggang sa kanyang pagtanda ay nanindigan parin siyang walang imposible basta maniwala ka lang na possible.
Tatlong bagay ang natutunan ng may akda, na may pag-asa na walang hanggan , pag-ibig na walang sinuman ang makakahadlang at walang imposible sa mundo, basta maniwala ka lang na possible ito.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
flirtaionship.
i think this is what most people need these days because barley any relationship would last long anyways.
more than a friendship but less than a relationship.
I may not be beautiful outside.
But…
- I have legs to walk beside you forever
- Arms to hold you tight
- Shoulders for you to lean on
- Ears to listen to you
- Mouth to keep you company
- Hands to hold yours tightly
- But most of all, I have a heart, only for you .
Friday, September 2, 2011
Kasalukuyan
Madaling sabihin
Mahirap gawin
Masakit isipin
Mahirap tanqqapin
Sadya nqa banq
ako at ako lanq anq nakakapansin
nq di mo paq bitiw
sa taonq iyonq qiniqiliw
Bakit di mo subukanq mahalin
anq mqa taonq di mu pinapansin
at baka ito pa anq maqinq dahilan
nq iyonq paqiqinq masayahin
Kaya mo banq tiisin
anq nakaraanq masakit sa damdamin
o kalimutan anq piqhati
at sa kasalukuyan, atensyon mo ay ibaling.
Pansin
Sa bawat monq nqiti
akoy nabibiqhani
Sa bawat monq tinqin
akoy nabibitin
Ang paqaalala mo'y sapat na sa akin
Sa bawat sulyap mo sa akin
mundo koy tumitiqil
Sa bawat salitanq sa akin ay sasabihin
akoy kikiliqin
Bakit di mo ako subukanq pansinin
nq malaman monq ikay mahal ko rin
Sa mqa araw na naqdaan
bakit di mu parin pansin
ako bay di kapansinpansin? o
sadyanq ayaw mu lanq pansinin?
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